Friday, May 11, 2007
I REALY HAVE NO WORDS TO EXPLAIN THE LOSS OF BOTH YOUR SON AND MINE.
I REALY HAVE NO IDEA HOW I AM SUPPOSE TO KEEP GOING ON WITHOUT THEM. I GUESS WE HAVE NO CHOICE.
IF ANY ONE CAN SAY I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL IT'S ME.
TO SUM IT UP IN ONE WORD ("ALONE") EVEN THOUGH I STILL HAVE MY WIFE AND SON AND DAUGHTER, I FEEL ALONE IN THIS SADNESS.
PEOPLE LIKE JOEY AND LITTLE BARRY ARE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN. WHEN I FIRST MEET YOU AND EDDIE I WAS AMAZED AT HOW YOU HAD THE STRENGTH TO CARE FOR JOEY, I LOOKED AT YOU AND EDDIE AS THE GREATEST PEOPLE ON EARTH. AND THEN I WAS BLESSED WITH THE SAME TASK, TO GIVE HAPPINESS TO THESE ANGELS THAT WERE SENT TO US FROM HEAVEN. I WILL NEVER FORGET THE SMILE ON JOEYS FACE WHEN YOU OR EDDIE SAID I LOVE YOU JOEY. YOU GAVE HIM THE HOPE TO SURVIVE ALL THESE YEARS. AS I TYPE THESE WORDS MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU, JOEY AND LITTLE BARRY. I LEARNED SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL FROM YOU AND EDDIE,
("REAL LOVE"). GROWING UP I HAD NO IDEA I WOULD END UP WITH THIS GREAT TASK IN LIFE, BUT LET ME TELL YOU I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING IF I HAD A CHOICE. AND I KNOW YOU FEEL THE SAME. NOW FOR A SMILE, I WILL NEVER FORGET WHEN YOU ASKED ME FOR "SOMETHING" YEARS AGO, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN R. I NEVER LAUGHED SO MUCH. AND I THINK IT WAS JUST ONE MORE THING TO BOND US TOGETHER. I HAVE GONE THROUGH THIS 2 TIMES NOW AND HAVE NO IDEA HOW I AM SUPPOSE TO DO THIS AGAIN. BUT I HAVE TO. I HAVE NO CHOICE. THEY NEED ME. AS JOEY NEEDED YOU. AND AS ALWAYS WE WERE THERE. SO FAIR WELL MY FREIND JOEY
WE WILL MEET AGAIN.
